I wanted to show you all what the machine looks like. So here it is.
There is a white sheet over the mold that they made for me to lie in for treatments. This will put me in the same position every time. The mold it self is like a bean bag material and blue. They place a clean white sheet down each time and then a clean white towel over my chest so only the area for radiation is exposed.
The huge round thing overhead moves around the body. It gets extremely close without touching me. The white square area on the right on the machine and the screen looking square on the left get extremely close as well, but again, do not touch me. The bed moves closer to the machine, then the technician puts me in place using controls. She is very precise on making sure everything is exact. This makes me feel very safe. ;) The tech then leaves the room and lets me know when it will start using an intercom. I have to be very still but allowed to breath normal. The radiation itself doesn't last long. Then the tech returns and moves the bed and machine back into this position so I can get up.
Anyway, I wanted to share this with you. The machine itself looks a bit scary, but once you get in there and settled, I just don't think about anything but getting it over with. I just listen to the KLOVE radio station they play for me and when that BEAM ON light comes on, I say my prayer of protection and then it's over.
My skin is starting to get deep red and peel already where they are doing the last 5 treatments (target area where my scar is). The duration of the radiation seems to be double the length. I'm not sure if this is correct, this is just how it seems. The radiation beam is on for a much longer duration during these last treatments. Long as in, 20 seconds instead of 10? I would count, but I am concentrating on praying during that time. My nipple area is still red, swollen and inflamed and the underarm area is starting to heal. Slowly but surely I am healing.
Only 2 more left! Amen! God is good ............. all the time.